Generally speaking, I have a sparkling kitchen, a beautiful living room, a sweet office space. But round the corner, and into the bedroom is the closet. The closet with everything stuffed inside and a broken door that my boyfriend hasn’t helped me fix even after months of me asking (apparently, I am not asking at the right times), which hides all that is not sparkling, beautiful or sweet.
The closet is the bain of my existence, the clutter in my mind, the confusion in my heart and the physical proof of all my imperfections.
I hate my closet.
For a long time, I believed that a clean house represented a clear mind. Saturday mornings were a reverie to clear the countertops of crumbs, organize the papers next to the table, Windex the glass table, and vacuum up the dirt. Saturday mornings were my therapy, my habit and my consistency.
But sometimes I wonder if I’m trying to do too much, trying to show myself and the world just how okay – and clean – everything is. And I envy the people that can let go. Even just a bit.
I try to remind myself that the places I like to go and spend time in aren’t perfectly clean. They’re lived in and show their nicks and ignorance of dust. They smell of laughter, not bleach. They are places that show the tracks of groups and families and friends, not of a vacuum.
A clear mind is just empty. But a home with a blanket on the floor, dishes in the sink and papers strewn to the side is a show of an energetic mind, a cheerful mind, and a happy heart.
What do you think? Is a clean home the reflection of a clear mind? Do you clean or spend time with family to relax? Or is a clear mind and happy heart a mixture of both?
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